Through It All

Hallelujah, hallelujah

– this is the song i keep hearing right now for this is the last song i heard. like others say.. last song syndrome. I am kinda pressured as of this moment about the papsmear result for which I have to wait for 2-4 days in Makati Medical Center. this is my first time to have a test like that. Kinda scares the half of my being because if anything goes wrong I’ll be leaving people who needs me.. dying is what I mean. I am not scared of dying not until I met my Savior. I can definitely say I know where I am going.. The good Lord will never turn His back on me.. I was too scared that I talked to my christian friend.. He said, how come your scared? i thought you know where your going? I told me i know where i am going.. he said then leave it all to HIm, He knows what to do He is our God, He is our Savior. I still told him to pray for me.. after a while, he went back and he said.. there, i already told God about your story 5 minutes ago. and He said He will take care of it. That moment something hit me in the head. Its just like he is talking to someone near him, a friend.. And that’s when I realize, I need to be reminded at all times that I MUST put all my TRUST to the Lord, i should know when i give, and surendered my life to HIM. Amazing, how it feels to be so near HIM. and when you get far, He will still call you and send someone to remind you How Great He Is!… To God Be All the Glory..